time

Went through a box of old memories today. Notes, pictures, receipts, drawings. Right now I am tired of growing up. I miss my neices and nephews being young, me being a freshman in highschool. Everything so new and exciting. No debt. I miss that sense of excitement in things to come. I feel like nothing can phase me now. There is no grade ahead, no relationship I haven't had, nothing I haven't experienced to at least a slight degree. I wish time would stop for just a second. Let me catch my breath, and get a sense of what the hell is going on.

Feeling a little better.