Man! Have you ever been to somebody's myspace page, and it is so decked out with motion glitter pictures, apps, pictures, and other pointless stuff, that it almost brings your computer to a complete hault? URG!
I want to do something useful with my life. I want to avoid just living each day. I haven't blogged much this past month because I don't really know what to say. I don't really even know what to think lately. I am trying to put others first, and think about myself less. I want to actually start tithing. I don't want to be a cheesy Christian, but maybe that is the only way. I don't plan on wearing Jesus shirts or anything, but wouldn't someone who found the meaning to life be amazingly ecstatic and want to share it with everyone? I have a lot of thinking to do. For the longest time I have called myself a Christian without thinking twice about it. These past few months I have been asking myself "what do I believe, and WHY do I believe it?". It has been an AWESOME experience thus far. To sum up where I am currently at now: nothing makes nothing, and something makes something. There HAD to be a creator. No one can really deny that. In order for the big bang to occur, something had to make it. In order for Adam and Eve to occur, something had to make it. In order for the creature to crawl from that heated pool, something had to make it. It is common sense. Right now I am still pressing into the question of "what do I believe, and WHY do I believe it?", but with all my questioning, Christ makes the most sense. There are so many holes for me in other religions that rule out truth, but "Christianity" makes sense to me. I am still asking and searching, and I am super thankful for all the people who have gotten in the way of my questioning to help me out so far, I love you.
